Thursday, February 19, 2009

I'm Neglecting Myself

Straight up. There's nothing more to it, I've been neglecting myself for months, maybe even a year or more. I can do this. I know I can. I need to take care of myself for myself. I'm turning into my mother. I'm bitter, depressed, and I hurt. My body aches. I sleep all day. I don't even take care of my appearance. I don't shave my legs, pluck my eyebrows, cut my nails, or even do my hair. I just feel too tired to do any of this. I'm setting my alarm clock for 11, and I'm waking up. I'll exercise for a half hour. I want to feel good about who I am. I'm gonna leave it at this so I can write up a grocery list.